~ Into the Light ~
by Sharon Rose Poet

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    This book was written in the back seat of an Oldsmobile, when I was trying to figure out who had targeted me. . . before I realized that I was a long term "Targeted Individual" and all that this entailed. Into the Light was originally entitled, "Out of the Dark" and is an example of what a victim of microwave weapons and covert harassment can go through as we try to figure out what is happening to us and why.

    I had publicly shared this book, at a time when I was literally fearing for my life, and have since realized so much that I hope to be able to soon write an accurate conclusion, which will correct some misperceptions and expose how my family and I were victims of covert targetings that set us into painful rounds of blaming each other for things that were manipulated by those who targeted us.

I have removed the link to the original book because of my misperceptions and because it contained names that I should not have publicized. There is also the possibility that it may have been altered, by those who target me, since I first uploaded it shortly after February 2010. Until I have a chance to edit and republish it, please read the info on

www.targetedinamerica.com

2016 Update; I have pulled together a quick explaination and copy of this book. I decided not to edit it or remove names because this is an unusual situation and I am unsure of what is the best thing to do. For now it stands as an example of what happens in targeted families...etc.

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New "Into the Light" book address
www.poeticpublications.com/booklight1.pdf

Original "Into the Light" Address since 2010 (now only one chapter)
www.poeticpublications.com/Into the Light.rtf








New statements on my Into the Light book.

More may be coming soon, especially since I have had too much interference



God help us all to be totally set free and have a chance to recover

     I understand that there has been some issues with my "Into the Light" book. This book had been up on the web for several years and needs some explanation, as I re-post it. I cannot do much at this time. I have not had the chance to completely comb through this book, but I remember the basics and what has raised issues since then and will address them below. . I am in the process of making a few important statements about this book, which may not be finished. So please check back later. 1. Surely everyone who has become aware, and is able to care, from heavily Targeted Individuals and their families on up to the highest government officials, have struggled with how to handle this horrible situation. . .and have made mistakes along the way. And I can not help but to feel that many mistakes, when not hidden or erased, are lessons to learn and grow from. . .for ourselves as well as others. And in sharing those mistakes we enable misunderstandings and blame to be replaced by understanding and forgiveness. I am asking you for that understanding and forgiveness as I do my best, in between rounds of targeting, to feel it for others.

2. I beg may family, and all others whom I mention in my "Into the Light" book, to please let your Hearts try to understand and refrain from negative reactions and feelings. Please read these statements and try to understand that my writings tend to focus on feelings, because its the nature of my work, and I cannot stop and think to articulate things when I am in that feeling mode. This is actually good when it comes to healing, but I am learning that it is not so good in situations where clearer facts are needed. Please forgive me.
    My "Into the Light" book was not written for publication in its raw form. It was a rushed creative way for me to comb through my past and try to figure out who was targeting me. It was written in a fiction format, and unimportant bits of it are embellished, but my experiences and the names are very real. I had not intended to share it the way it is/was. But after I finished it the targeting vamped up to terrifying levels and I posted it during a time when I was literally fearing for me life. Then I forgot about it. (I now wonder if posting it may have saved my life, but it probably was not very good for at least some of the people whom I had named in it.) At that time, I figured that, if I ended up physically dead, its being shared could perhaps help other people to know what happened to me. Please forgive me.
    This book now stands as an example of what a heavily Targeted Individual can go through when we do not realize the technological and other covert parts of the sadistic targeting and struggle to figure it out.
    Because those who target me have sometimes altered my writings, I am not sure if the pdf, that was posted, was the original. The original, that most likely was less or not interfered with, was at www.poeticpublications.com/Into the Light.rtf from 2010 to 2012 when I re-posted it with an explaining introduction, after receiving a threat, from my sister, to publicly slander me if I did not completely erase it. It is less apt to be the original since then, due to my computers being infiltrated. In 2016 I had tried to read and edit it but huge chunks of it appeared to be being cut out by those who target me and infiltrate my computers. And ended up re-posting only the first chapter with more explanations as I experienced an even more threatening situation. Now, in March of 2017 I am re-posting the whole book at www.poeticpublications.com/booklight1.pdf. I have not made any alterations to this document. It should be as it was in 2010, unless those who target me have altered it, which was being attempted in 2016, while I tried to comb through it. Due to the targeting I have not been able to completely re-read it, but had re-read enough to know that it has some things which need and deserve explaining.

3. I regret posting my "Into the Light" book, in 2010, but I did and there is no undoing that. However I have gone back and forth on whether it was a good thing to do or a bad thing to do. I often feel confused about how to handle this situation. At this point I can only pray that posting it in 2010 did not cause the criminals, who target us all, to do further harm to anyone.
    I have since become concerned that there me be a danger for anyone connected to my situation who can be a witness to it, whether I name then or not. Those who target me surely were already aware of all the people whom I listed in this book and even appeared to be using some of them in the covert targeting program. . .and people, especially those whom I have been closest to, have been being targeted. Some have been being tortured like I have. Some have been tortured or recruited into the program that targets us all. And some have been killed. I have even been concerned for those who were actually part of the targeting, because their leaders do not seem to want to leave witnesses behind. I have gone back and forth on whether it is safer, for people whom I had named, if I take "Into the Light" down or put it back up. . .and have come to the conclusion that it is safer for them if I leave it publicly exposed so that crimes can not secretly take place against the people listed, especially if something were to happen to me, until this hell is over. I am deeply sorry to all the people whom I had named in this book. I hope that my re-posting it will prevent more targetings from happening.

4. A serious problem with the covert targeting is that it is sometimes set up in ways that actually use unaware people and make us blame the wrong people or those who may have been only lightly involved, especially when we are unaware of being targeted. Now that I am aware of how it works, I have become extremely concerned that most, if not all, of humanity seems to have already been enslaved to some degree.
    I have learned that, in the heavy targeting, fabricated phone calls and phone messages and emails are just a small part of their deceitful tactics and I feel certain that a lot more of this has happened than I realize.(I have seen two emails change before my eyes...etc.) Now that I am aware of this I can not help but wonder, about many past situations. I sometimes wonder, "was that call really from her or him or that organization?" or "Who is really instigating that?" or "Was that email really from that person and did I get it in the same way that it was written?" or "Is he or her a perpetrator or just a mind control victim that is unaware of being used by something bad?"I have come to the conclusion that most of them are mind control victims. Its all just too confusing and impossible to fully figure out while still being targeted. There are things that may never be able to be fully figured out.

I AM GETTING A LOT OF INTERFERENCE WHILE WORKING ON THIS. ITS EXTREMELY DISTRESSING TO BE EXPERIENCING THAT AS WELL AS HAVING TO LOOK BACK AT SOME OF THE MOST PAINFUL PARTS OF THE TARGETING. SO PLEASE BEAR WITH ME. THIS COULD TAKE A WHILE TO COMPLETE. IT APPEARS THAT THOSE WHO TARGET ME WANT IT EITHER ALL ERASED OR BITTER FIGHTS BETWEEN MY FAMILY AND I AND THE DOT AND I. I DO NOT WANT FIGHTS. BUT I CAN NOT PRETEND THAT THESE THINGS NEVER HAPPENED AND NEVER HURT. I WANT THE TARGETING TO STOP AND I WANT POSITIVE CLOSURES, IN ALL ARENAS, SO THAT HEALING CAN TAKE PLACE, ALTHOUGH WITH SOME THINGS MAY NOW BE IMPOSSIBLE

5. In my "Into the Light" book I had shared an emotional statement about my experiences with the New Hampshire Department of Transportation taking of my Loudon, NH home, which happened in 1994 and 1995. I am sorry that this was shared this way. Please try to understand that it was due to the nature of my "Embracing Feelings" writings, which is a part of my work. At this time, I do not have the freedom to fully process what happened and the things I wrote about it in my Into the Light book. But there are a few things that I feel a need to address. (More about this situation is in my "Targeted in America" and "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual" books. And more about the targeting is on www.targetedinamerica.com) The most difficult recent part of this situation is best described in this blog post. http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/2017/03/a-very-disturbing-scenario.html And it includes the reporting of ongoing threats for me to "erase the DOT" part of this book. I do not know if it is government officials doing this to me, or other people who are targeting me and just want me to think it is, but they use real DOT vehicles in the covert messaging, which is really disturbing.
    Since I have realized more of the tactics in the sadistic covert targeting, which was happening before, during and after the DOT taking of my home, I am perceiving things a little differently. But I can not deny the fact that they took my home and threatened to create the loss of it if I talked to the media, and never paid me for my in-home business. . .and that all of it deeply hurt my daughters and I.
    It is impossible to know exactly who instigated the taking of my home, and what appeared to be a plan to ruin me financially in that process, between the town, the bank, a couple DOT employees and others who were targeting me before and after this and may have had influence over or within some of these places as well as the news report, which made it all look like a good thing.
    The DOT statement in this book was copied from writings that were an exercise in embracing feelings, in order to release my suppressed pain. This was not a legal statement. It was just a venting of my pain that I had not intended to put on the web.
    When I wrote the emotional venting I was not aware that I had been being targeted by someone else both before and after the DOT took my home. . .and that the DOT was probably merely used in the process of sabotaging my home and job...etc. My homes continued to be sabotaged after this. The painful loss of my homes included the DOT taking of my Loudon, NH home, a suspicious fire in the next home I purchased, harassments that drove me out, and a suspicious flood that wiped out my Alstead, NH neighborhood in 2005. Too much has happened to justify calling all of them "coincidences."
    I am sorry that this emotional venting was publicly shared and that it heaped too much blame onto the DOT. I now feel concerned that some of the DOT officials may have been victims of the targeting as well. There were a few officials, in the beginning, who treated me with kindness and consideration. A large part of my feeling of being "railroaded" in the beginning was due to my personal situation and plans that had come to a halt with their initial plan to take part of my property. I am sorry that my venting appeared to only blame them. My personal situation, and my own behaviors, surely didn't help.
    As I faced the pain, and wrote it out, I was crying and not paying attention to detail and had generalized some things; I think that I had said the bank raised my mortgage by "two hundred dollars" and I was not, and still am not, sure of the exact amount - I just remember that this mortgage went from four hundred and something up to six hundred and something. The generalization, that I feel bad about, especially since I have realized the covert targeting of America, is the way my venting blamed "the government." I am sorry that I heaped too much blame onto the DOT. I had blamed my ongoing hardships on them, because their taking of my Loudon home was the point when the rug began to be (most obviously) yanked out from under my feet. It was not fair for me to do that. And I do not feel that my whole government is responsible for what happened to me around the DOT taking of my home. (I can not hide the fact that that experience, due to the way it was handled by the DOT, did hurt my children and I, and left me with bit of fear and distrust, because it never had a positive closure.) I do believe in the good in my government, although I know that nothing is perfect. Since realizing the scope of the sadistic covert targeting, I believe that government officials have not been immune to it and its devastating effects. I believe that many of them, and/or their family members, appear to be victims too. My family is one of those families.

    I now believe that, during the DOT taking of my home, I was probably being periodically drugged, possibly by a woman who later proved to be used in the targeting and who had rented a room in my home during this time period. I believe that this possible drugging, along with technological interference with my brain, caused me to handle the situation in ways that were not common to my own nature.
    It is impossible to know exactly who instigated the taking of my home, and what appeared to be a plan to ruin me financially in that process, between the town, the bank, a couple DOT employees and others who were targeting me before and after this and may have had influence over or within some of these places as well as the news report, which made it all look like a good thing. But I now see a bit more about my end of it and what was happening to me.
    I now believe that, during the DOT taking of my home, I was probably being periodically drugged, possibly by a woman who later proved to be used in the targeting and who had rented a room in my home during this time period. I believe that this possible drugging, along with technological interference with my brain, caused me to not handle the situation in ways that were not common to my own nature. (A horrible part of the covert targeting, that seems to happen at strategic times, so that they can blame and/or shame the victim, especially in situations where the targeting is obvious and can be used for proof. They build an axe over our heads, and/or threaten to use our own mistakes against us if I say anything about what they have done or are doing. This has been happening to on a huge and frightening scale, in this situation.) There are at least two things that lead me to believe that my brain function was being interfered with during the DOT taking of my home and business. 1. I am, by nature, fairly good with situations that require mediation. . .and during the DOT situation my mind kept going blank (frozen) during times when there was a need for me to express my concerns with the first batch of DOT officials that handled this. (These initial ones seemed like good guys, particularly one of them whom I have been worried about since I realized that I had put their names into my "Into the Light" book.) 2. After the next batch of officials took over and set a date to close on my home, causing me to close my in-home day care business, and then after they delayed the closing leaving me without and income. . .I wrote a letter to them that included a swear, which was not even a part of my vocabulary at that time. I was probably more shocked by my behavior than anyone was. 3. Among other things, that had nothing to do with the DOT, I had legally changed my name from Sharon Buck to my pen name - "Namatari" Neachi, in the middle of the process.
    This name change thing is a regular pattern in the covert targeting process and it appears to be aims to erase past events. I have received recent covert pushes to change my name again, in order for the targeting to let up. This name change thing appears to be part of the targeting and a method of further isolating victims and hiding past documented proof of the targeting. Though I had wanted to use a pen name with a book that I planned to write there was no need for me to legally change my name at this time. I now believe that I was pushed into it by the woman I had rented a room to and a man who also later appeared to be involved in the targeting (I now feel that they were mind control victims as well.) Technological brain interference appears to have also been used on me - I now strongly feel that the name "Namatari" came through a V2K transmition into my brain, which I had thought was an unusually clear message from God, in answer to a prayer, at that time. It worked because I had no awareness of the technological targeting or that I was even being targeted.
     One effect of this name change was to further isolate me from friends, as I moved to a different location. (One friend who found me and was upset about losing track of me, experienced the death of her husband after reaching me. This is just one example of another horrible pattern in the targeting. The infliction of trauma, often the death of a loved one, to those whom the technological mind control vamps up on, in order to make them forget me...etc., when pharmaceuticals can not be used. This woman was a nurse who had a heavy focus on healing and probably could not be pushed into taking the technological mind control's aiding pharmaceuticals.)
     The DOT statement in this book was copied from writings that were an exercise in embracing feelings, in order to release my suppressed pain. This was not a legal statement. It was just a venting of my pain that I had not intended to put on the web. As I faced the pain, and wrote it out, I was crying and not paying attention to detail and had generalized some things; I think that I had said the bank raised my mortgage by "two hundred dollars" and I was not, and still am not, sure of the exact amount - I just remember that this mortgage went from four hundred and something up to six hundred and something. The generalization, that I feel bad about, especially since I have realized the covert targeting of America, is the way my venting blamed "the government." I am sorry that I heaped too much blame onto the DOT. I had blamed my ongoing hardships on them, because their taking of my Loudon home was the point when the rug began to be (most obviously) yanked out from under my feet. It was not fair for me to do that. And I do not feel that my whole government is responsible for what happened to me around the DOT taking of my home. (I can not hide the fact that that experience, due to the way it was handled by the DOT, did hurt my children and I, and left me with bit of fear and distrust, because it never had a positive closure.) I do believe in the good in my government, although I know that nothing is perfect. Since realizing the scope of the sadistic covert targeting, I believe that government officials have not been immune to it and its devastating effects. I believe that many of them, and/or their family members, appear to be victims too. My family is one of those families.
     When I wrote the emotional venting I was not aware that I had been being targeted by someone else both before and after the DOT took my home. . .and that the DOT was probably merely used in the process of sabotaging my home and job...etc. My homes continued to be sabotaged after this. The painful loss of my homes included the DOT taking of my Loudon, NH home, a suspicious fire in the next home I purchased, harassments that drove me out, and a suspicious flood that wiped out my Alstead, NH neighborhood in 2005. Too much has happened to justify calling all of them "coincidences."
     I am sorry that this emotional venting was publicly shared and that it heaped too much blame onto the DOT. I now feel concerned that some of the DOT officials may have been victims of the targeting as well. There were a few officials, in the beginning, who treated me with kindness and consideration. A large part of my feeling of being "railroaded" in the beginning was due to my personal situation and plans that had come to a halt with their plan to take part of my property. I am sorry that my venting appeared to only blame them. My personal situation, and my own behaviors, surely didn't help the situation much.
    More may be coming soon

6. I beg all of my family of origin members to please try to understand my writings and listen to your Hearts above all else. I understand how all of you may be upset that I have shared such personal things. I am sorry. I had not intended to share my birth name, in order to protect you. The targeting has forced my hand in that direction. . .and I actually exposed it to help all of us - I'd hoped that we could put aside the issues with my childhood writings, and pull together against the technological targeting that I firmly feel we have ALL been victims of. I love you always. . .no matter what. My fight to expose the targeting has been more for you and my children than anyone else. Please forgive me for any hardship my writings may have caused you. I wish we could have all heal together. I had always wished that, especially back in the late 1980s and early 90s. But, now that I understand more about the mind control part of the targeting I realize that that was impossible. The targeting would have to be stopped, in order for that to happen. And I believe that our Hearts could soar above the issues, in order to reunite and recover if we were not being targeted with the mind control technologies...etc. The fact that there seems no end to it in sight hurts indescribably. My grief is huge for all of us. . .it runs as deep as my love for you, even for those of you who appear to have been used to help target me. God help us all.

    I firmly believe that my family has been victimized by remote technological targeting since at least the mid 1970s and that we have all suffered the horrible consequences of it. Some of it may have been technological experimentation. All of it was hurtful to us and still is. My youngest brother (Kevin LaBree) was the first one to start realizing that something was wrong, and I think that this is why he was taken from us. I strongly feel that, if we had not been targeted Kevin would not have had his "accident" and our hearts would have overridden any issues we had with each other. Find more information in my "Targeted in America" and "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual" books and on www.targetedinamerica.com.)
    Looking back to make this statement is very difficult for me. My love for my family, the ways that some of them have been used to help target me and the whole situation being unresolvable until the covert, technological and pharmaceutical targeting is fully exposed and stopped, has been excruciatingly painful for me and still is. I imagine that it has been painful for most of them as well, especially since they do not believe that the targeting is happening. Some of them appear to have even been completely enslaved, especially the one who has been most used to help target me. I have prayed hard for their freedom and that of other targeted families. My fight to expose the targeting has been for us and them as much as for my own children.
    I have been separated from my family of origin through most of my adult life, except for a couple years around the time of my youngest brother's death. The separation is as confusing as the rest of the covert targeting, and its array of sly manipulations. Since I was isolated from my family for heavier targeting (which is what really happened), my siblings and father seem to think that I left them forever. . .and, until I realized the targeting more fully, I had felt that they had shunned me in 1994 when I tried to return to them after taking some time to myself.
    The discord, which lead to the family separation began in the late 1980s. I had watched John Bradshaw's "Home Coming" series on public TV and the flood gates in my heart flew open. I recommend John Bradshaws Home Coming series to EVERYONE! Its profoundly healing. (I feel that John is another victim of covert, sadistic targeting since he did this series.) Thank God John made this series for us. I wish I could watch it again. But anyway... After watching this show I launched into healing mode - aiming to heal my inner child and free my heart from suppressed pain. But my father and siblings did not understand. Rumors flew and included them thinking that I had joined an occult and that something was wrong with me. "Nothing good ever came from looking to the past," was being drilled into me often. I knew, with every fiber of my heart and soul, that what I was doing was good and healthy. My heart was opening to levels that it hadn't experienced since my early childhood. I needed to stick with my healing process, but two of them fought to stop me. . .and this lead to my telling them that I needed some time to myself. My request for time to myself, did not include the whole family, but it somehow got turned into that and I got about a year of harassing phone calls...etc., instead of the peace I needed. Now that I look back, with awareness of the technological mind control, it appears that members of my family were being used, in order to pull me away from my focus on healing my heart, which seems to be an issue with those who target us all.
    Since the mid 1990s I'd used a pen name, and even legally changed my name so that I could freely write and stand with my writings without it hurting anyone or raising more issues in my family of origin. But in 2012, after I realized the technological parts of the targeting, and felt sure that my whole family had also been being targeted, in various ways since the mid 1970s, I publicly shared my birth name and tried to help them realize the targeting with hope that our hearts could pull together, stand up against it and bring it to an end for ourselves as well as others. I failed miserably with this. It appears that we have all been being targeted for too long. There has been too much discord around unresolved issues. And too many brain-washings have happened, especially in members who take the aiding pharmaceuticals. I was not able to reach any of them.

7. The most painful part of this book was about my father and my eight year belief that he had sexually abused me. I now feel certain that I was brainwashed into thinking this. But let me explain the core of this situation so that it is more clear.
    In 2002 my youngest brother (Kevin LaBree) was killed and I had reconnected with my family around this time and began rekindling my relationship with my father...etc. This was very important to me. I'd missed having a family in my life. But then things quickly started a serious down hill slide after I had expressed concerns about some dreams I was having about Kevin's death not being completely accidental, and as I worked on resurrecting my "Embracing Feelings" book. Hell broke lose again! Around discords raised by a sibling, my father got really upset and just suddenly started ripping into me about things that made no sense. Apparently he got some sort of email or letter that he was convinced was from me or was told things about me by someone whom he believed. Something had been fabricated by those who target us all, and it worked because none of us knew about the targeting, at the time I had assumed it was an email, because my email account had been hacked into and then taken over. This was really confusing and it hurt indescribably. My father was also obviously deeply hurt by whatever it was and blamed me. . .while I blamed my sisters - assuming it was more of their jealous tactics. I do not know what really set him off against me. Nobody would explain it to me. My father refused to tell or show what it was and who it was from, which was odd. And this is just one example of the hell that sadistic covert targeting does between unaware family members.
    After this, my father was one of two family members who started launching into trying to convince me that something was wrong with me. In the next couple of years I received such disturbing harassing phone calls that I had to change my phone number. I tried to convince my father that whatever he got was not from me. . .and he couldn't believe me and kept trying to tell me that there was something wrong with me.
    By May of 2004 I'd had about all I could I take and actually hung up on him after telling him that he was a fool and was wrong. (I still feel bad about this.) After I hung up the phone on that day, my self-doubt soared. I cried and prayed and begged God to show me the Truth and that night I had a dream which showed a picture of my father laying on top of me in Micheal Jackson's home. (The part of this that is written in red was erased!) (This was around the time when Micheal Jackson was being accused of sexually molesting children.) The meaning of the dream was blatantly obvious. At that time, I had absolutely no awareness of being targeted or of the psychotronic weapons that can project dreams into a victim's brain. I trusted that dream to be an answer from God and, linked with my fathers past issue of not wanting me to look at the past, and his unexplainable persistence with wanting to convince me that there was something wrong with me...etc., it seemed like the final piece to a long confusing puzzle had clicked into place. This was one of the most painful days of my life. I cried and cried and cried and did not want to believe it, but I did.
    Since I have become aware of the technological mind control technologies, and their capability of projecting dreams in the form of pictures, and even voices, into the human brain, it has shed a lot of light into this horribly dark and painful situation. Aside from the obvious here, I feel that my father was/is a long term mind control victim and that this made the original issues too un-resolvable and my truth too unbelievable. And I now wonder if this situation, which now seems to have been orchestrated to re-separate my father and I, may have also been to help slander me, because there appear to have been many set-ups to frame me as a pedophile. . .and threats to do so if I do not leave and/or remain silent. This would be easier for them to accomplish if I proclaimed a history of being sexually abused.
     As for my childhood, I have not had the chance to fully process and remember all of it. But I am 100% sure that my father was not capable of the sexual abuse, which was portrayed in that dream - I am now 100% sure that the dream was projected into my brain to make me think he was. I keep wanting to say, "I'm sorry Dad - I'm so incredibly sorry," and I am, but the Truth is that it was not my fault. BOTH, my father and I were victims of cruel sadistic targeting and BOTH of us were deeply hurt by this as well as many other parts of the targeting. The word "hurt" even seems too mild for this situation. I guess wounded would be more accurate.
    I have deeply hoped, under all the hell of trying to expose the targeting, that the targeting would end in time for my father and I to fully re-unite and heal from what has been done to us. He's my dad and I love him. . .no matter what. I always have. My love never wavered for a second. It is the depth of my love for him that made it all hurt so much. It still hurts a lot.

"Into the Light" Page on Poetic Publications
http://www.poeticpublications.com/booklight.html

Original Into the Light Book
http://www.poeticpublications.com/booklight1.rtf

Please also read my March 3rd 2017 post - "About My Writings"

P.S. It appears that part of this page was not allowed to print - the printer malfunctioned an spit out a different page. But I caught it. Oddly, a puppet had mentioned this before it happened.

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Original "Into the Light" Address since 2010 (now only one chapter)
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Looks like some odd codes have been plugged into this section!
Hopefully I can remove them soon. They are not evident in the print!




May 2016 statement;

    These notes are a bit jumbled and were for the 2016 posting of only the first chapter, because they were written under extreme distress. Please read with your heart and excuse my mistakes.

    This book was a creative way for me to try to figure out who was targeting me before I knew much about the targeting. I had actually not initially intended to publicly share it before editing it. But I did out of fear for my life as targeting vamped up on me. In its raw form it may have been offensive to various people. Among the controversial things were; details on events in my family, which now help me to realize more of the mind control patterns and how some of them have been being used to help target me; details on how I wrote the country music song (now called "Last Dollar") which was stolen and made into a hit; My stating that the writers of "The Shack" had taken ideas from my 2005 "Personal Journal" publications; An extremely emotional and blaming statement on the New Hampshire Department of Transportation taking of my first home (I feel bad that this also went into a booklet); Creative ramblings that shared my wondering about what has appeared to be a possible connection to Jesus. (Please read the notes below.) I had also shared names of childhood friends...etc., and this now concerns me. Have they been targeted? Original copies can still be made available to honest, compassionate officials who have good intentions, if that need should arise.      
    If you already read the whole book, please read the notes below. And please do not look for fault in me or other heavily targeted individuals. We are already hurting indescribably. Our suffering hits holocaustal levels. We are in desperate need of compassionate understanding from our fellow human beings.      
    The rest of this book will hopefully soon be re-published in the new "Covert Puzzle" book. In it I will remove the names and do my best to make it so that it will not be offensive to good decent people. In the "Covert Puzzle" book I will aim to pull more of the puzzle pieces together and reveal things like the global holocaust and its covert harassment and remote technological and pharmceutical (microwave) targeting of individuals, families, organizations, countries... and the ways that the targeting pits people against each other - tearing families apart...etc. Please read the website below or buy my "Technological Holocaust" or "Targeted in America" books on amazon in order to get more information on this.

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Important Notes (2016)

         I have not been able to re-read most of the 2010 edition of "Into the Light," because I am being too heavily targeted. And since I removed the 2012 re-posting of it from the web there is a danger of it being altered by those who target me and infiltrate my computers. This has already happened once - about half of it hacked out. I have repeatedly tried to reevaluate it and can not accomplish much while being targeted and those who target me having an obvious issue with it, especially since the end of March 2016, which partly why it came down from the web. So, these rushed notes and new introductions are the best I can do right now.

* My writings have sometimes been altered, (paragraphs swapped around, words changed or parts erased...etc.) in order to confuse my readers and hide the targeting or make me look crazy. Until the targeting has stopped, and I am able to gain some level of security in my computers...etc., I can not promise that they will remain as I wrote them. Please listen to your Heart above all else. If you look with your Heart you will know. Please help stop the targeting www.targetedinamerica.com

* In 2010, a raw form of "Into the Light" had been shared on the web, in a desperate effort to expose the targeting before I knew much about it. At that time I was literally fearing for my life and probably should not have shared it publicly. Though it is a good example of what a Targeted Individual goes through before becoming aware of most of the targeting. . .it is so controversial that many seemed to have issues with it remaining on the web, including those who target me. It contained real names and some of the most in depth targeting events performed by many people including members of my family of origin and the NH DOT. I hope that my removing most of this book does not enable those who target me to succeed with anything else. They wanted it removed as well. I hope that enough decent people have original copies of it. Original copies can also still be made available to honest, compassionate officials who have good intentions, if that need should arise.      
    I can understand some of the issues that some people have had with this book, especially since it contained real names. I had not originally planned to share it before doing serious edits to it. It had originally been just a creative way for me try to figure things out. Now, there are many parts of it, which need editing, erasing or further explaining, in order for readers to fully understand. . .and I am still being too heavily targeted to do it justice and be sure of it remaining the way I wrote it.

* I am deeply sorry if this book offends anyone. When I first wrote it I had not planned on sharing it without editing it. Then the targeting vamped up and I threw it on the web in 2010. It stayed there, in its original form until June of 2016. This book was more unusual than my other writings, because I wrote it in a creative "fiction" format in order to distance myself from my emotions and try to figure out who was targeting me. It got a bit creative with assumptions, but all the events I shared in it were true. Like I said, I had not planned on sharing it in this form. But I did, and I am truly sorry if this has offended good people. If ever I am actually able to freely turn this book into the Covert Puzzle book I will make sure that it is edited and explained with my heart. . .and with great efforts to not offend good decent people. . .hopefully not offend anyone.

* On the Issue with my family of origin; A couple years after writing "Into the Light" I began to realize that I am a Targeted Individual, that my whole family was targeted and that many things were not exactly as they seemed in 2010. Many manipulations were set up by those who target me, as well as my family, in order to tear us apart, use some of them to help target me and isolate me from the ones who would have been here for me. These manipulations included technological mind control on my whole family. It succeeded because none of us were aware of being targeted. I have been separated from my family of origin through most of my adult life, although I was originally in the family caregiver roll. In this book I freely shared issues with famikly members as I tried to figure out the targeting. I had not originally planned on sharing it without editing it. Please do not judge any of us based on anything I wrote. We ALL need your compassion and understanding.      
    The situation with my family has been extremely painful for me. I have often been torn by the love I feel for them and confusion and pain around the ways that some of them have treated me. I have not had the chance to fully process all that has happened. But I now believe that my whole family has been victimized by remote technological experimentation since at least the mid 1970s.      
    I also now believe that the 2004 dream, which I had about my father sexually abusing me as a child, was a technologically projected dream and was part of the targeting process to tear us apart...etc. It hurt indescribably for me to think that. It deeply hurt both of us. The targeting is as dark and cruel as hell. . .literally. Those who target us have even tried to frame me as a pedophile and I think that the stuff about my father may have been to set things up to make it look like I could have acted out what happened to me. But I don't think it ever did really happen to me. I just trusted my dreams because, at that time, I had no knowledge of being surveilled and targeted and that psychotronic weapons could project false dreams into my brain.      
    Though I can now understand that my family members are also victims of the covert and technological targeting. . .the fact remains that they have been used against me by those who target me and are not safe for me to be with unless all the targeting were to stop on all of us. My heart aches for all of us more than words can even begin to express. Family was extremely important to me. My fight to expose and stop the targeting has largely been for them, my children and other loved ones. . .as well as the rest of humanity. We have all been hurt indescribably. And we all need our freedom back so that we can Love each other instead of being used to hurt each other.

* Do I think I was Jesus? I honestly don't know if I was. I have questioned it, due to some of my experiences and the fact that I seem to being targeted by a satanic occult. But, now that I am more aware of the technological parts of the targeting of my brain, I can not be sure of the authenticity of what was in many of my own dreams or visions...etc. Words can not describe how horrible this feels. It feels like my life has been flipped upside down and torn to shreds and sometimes do not know what pieces of the torn scraps are genuinely mine or had been projected into my brain. And I am being too heavily targeted to figure it all out. I am trapped in a chotic prison where covert harassement, technological invasions into my body and brain, and constant surveillance are often more than I can handle. As Long as I am in this situation there is no chance for the kind of peacefull soul searching that I need and has been being sabotaged throughout my past as well.      
    This book had shared a few visions I had and my childhood nightmare, which was like being nailed to a cross. Had those who target us advanced into dream projection in the 1960s? I don't know. And I regret sharing any of this publicly, because even if I was Jesus in a pst life, I obviously am not now and it would be best to keep it private. . .although, if the dark ones know and hold me in prison, my survival may depend on good people knowing. . .but how can they know if I don't? And I honestly do not know for sure. I have always felt a painful tug at my heart when I see Jesus on a cross. . .like something is horribly wrong. But maybe I was one of Jesus's friends in a past life. Maybe I was crucified for following him...etc. There are a lot of possible explanations for my "Jesus" related experiences, which have been few and far between. But, like I said, I have not had the time and freedom to figure it all out. I honestly don't know. But irregardless of who I may or may not have been, I want to be authentically who I was born to be in this lifetime.     
     Right now I am just a woman who is fighting for the freedom to be who I am, no matter who that is or was. With my writings I have been fighting to save our lives and the Heart of humanity from a Technological Holocaust, because the mind control and pharmaceutical parts of it are harming humanity psychologically and spiritually. Its destroying the Heart of humanity and needs to be stopped ASAP.      
    I am one of many technological holocaust victims. If I am ever able to regain my Freedom, I will have to start a process of finding myself all over again. . . and do another deep recovery/healing process. I hope this will happen for me. I deeply need it to. I think that most of humanity needs this at this point, but the targeting needs to be stopped first. Please help expose and stop it.

     * As for "being Jesus"; I feel that the past should not be re-created and that there have been dark setups for false expectations around the return of Jesus. I don't want to be "Jesus." I just want to be me - who I was born to be in this lifetime.       
    I'd like to urge everyone to NOT sit around waiting for that one savior for the world, because He/She is only a messenger for God. . .the same kind of messenger that YOU can be if you open your Heart enough to let that Love/Light work through you. Please let your Heart stand up for humanity. I feel that there are many people who will help save humanity from the technological and pharmaceutical holocaust...etc.  
    I strongly feel that God works through many Hearts. Jesus was not the only one. Perhaps the REAL return of "Jesus" is just about God working through many different Hearts to help save humanity. I believe this to be true. We ALL desperately need more Hearts that are open enough to let the highest Love/Light work through them. You could be one of those Hearts. God's Hands Work Through our Hearts. We Must Do Our Parts. Please stand up and help save humanity.  
    * On the Issue with my experience with the New Hampshire DOT taking of my Loudon, NH home; The statement on this, in the book was extremely emotional, because I was in the process of more fully facing my feelings about it, during another stressful time. It was more of a venting and could be put in a much more functional way. But the things they did to me were true. I actually wrote it around the end of 2005, as an exercise in using writing to release suppressed pain for a "Victims of the Storms" booklet. In it I freely cried and wrote and vented out the pain associated with them setting a closing date, which caused me to close my business and lose my income, then their not following through on that closing and my mortgage being raised. . .intentionally shoving me toward losing my home...etc. This was all as difficult and painful as it sounds. I was recently divorced and had two children who depended on me. But in my 2005 venting I did too much dysfuntional blaming. At that time this helped me release pent up emotions. I am not even sure if I had originally written it this way, because it goes against the way I tend to perceive things and I have had problems with my computers being infiltrtated. Either way, I am sorry that it was published this way. (I am going to change it when I put this book into its more appropriate "Covert Puzzle" book.) Until then, please do not let this influence you against "the government." They are being targeted too.     
     I am sorry for how dysfunctional this statement was. I am sorry that I blamed "the government" for what just a few DOT officials, and my bank did to me. I feel bad about doing that, especially now that I realize how our world is at war and this is a more sensitive subject than ever before. But I can not appologize for what they did to me or my writing about it or for my feelings. It hurt. It hurt a lot. This was a major event that yanked the rug out from under my feet. But I'd like to assure government officials that I have absolutely no intention of starting a lawsuit against the government due to my experiences with the DOT. I just want the targetings to be realized, acknowledged and stopped so that we can all regain our freedom. . .you too.      
     I now feel that people inside the government, as well as outside the government, were targeted around this situation, especially the family that helped me through it. Its sad for all of us. God help us all and God, help America.

* Now that I erased the 2012 web posting of this "Into the Light" book it is in danger of being altered by those who target me and infiltrate my computer. They had actually wanted me to erase it and appeared to have been threatening me into it. I realized that, in recent years, I had held it there due to their wanting it down and had even forgotten much of what I'd written in it. Since I finally looked at it, in March of 2016, I felt concerned about some of its contents being exposed, but felt unsure of what to do since it already had been publicly shared for six years, which means that those who target us already had the information in it. After I erased it, they kept sending a covert message that said, "This is the end of the innocence". . . as if it being erased makes me guilty of something. I am not sure what this means. I guess time will tell. I have copies of this book dated in both 2010 and 2012, but I guess that may not do me much good if my belongings and I end up in the hands of those who are targeting me. . .and this possibility is dangerously close.

* My writings have sometimes been altered, (paragraphs swapped around, words changed or parts erased...etc.) in order to confuse my readers, hide the targeting or make me look crazy. Until the targeting has stopped, and I am able to gain some level of security in my computers...etc., I can not promise that they will remain as I wrote them. Please listen to your Heart above all else. If you look with your Heart you will know. Please help stop the targeting.

* Please do not look for fault in me or other heavily targeted individuals. We are already hurting indescribably. Our suffering hits holocaustal levels. We are in desperate need of compassionate understanding from our fellow human beings.

* Humanity is experiencing a Technological Holocaust. Its real. Its hurting an uncountable number of people. Its terrifying. Too few people know about it. Many families are being hurt by it. And many heavily targeted victims suffer, alone and scared. . .our lives being slowly and cruelly destroyed. Please care to see and help stop all sorts of technological targeting and covert harassment.

* If ever I am actually able to freely turn this book into the Covert Puzzle book I will make sure that it is edited, explained with my heart. . .and with great efforts to not offend good decent people. . .hopefully not offend anyone.

* Read more about the targeting in my "Technological Holocaust," "Targeted in America" and "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual" books. Many new realizations are not in these books, because, shortly after I started attempting to re-read this "Into the Light" book, and started realizing more of the targeting, I was blocked from my writing computer and my ability to do updates on these books.

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Introductions to Into the Light (2016)

New Introduction #2         This book is an example of the excruciating pain and confusion that a victim of covert targeting can go through before understanding the cruel inflictions of psychological harassment, intentional deprivation of needs, and technological torture and mind control on me as well as my loved ones.     
    While I wrote this book I was scared, living in a car and being heavily targeted. Consequently, it ended up being a rushed and chaotic mixture of fiction and a report of the targeting in a process of my trying to figure out who was targeting me. It is an unusual factual book that is written in fiction format. I am Sharon - the primary character. Writing this, as if I were on the outside looking in, helped me to distance myself from my situation as I aimed to figure out why, and by whom, I was being targeted. (I didn’t start really figuring it out until about a year later.) I had known, since around the end of 2005, that I was being targeted by what seemed to be some sort of occult or group that involved many different people. But I was not yet aware of the technological mind control part or how they had used my own family members against me. . .victimizing them as well.     
    This book was basically just a creative way for me to try to figure out the targeting and do a little venting as I processed some of my feelings. Please be sure to read the notes in the end of this book, which explain many important things. More personal reports of the targeting can be found in my “Targeted in America” book.

        I have left this book basically the same as it was when I wrote it, except for removing the names, fixing a few mistakes or alterations by those who target me, and plugging in a few explanations around the softening of emotional outbursts in order to eliminate misunderstanding or offense.     
    I have gone back and forth about whether or not I should remove the names. Since people, whom I have been associate with now appear to have been being targeted, I am now deeply concerned about people whom I’ve mentioned in this book, because the original book, with the names in tact, had already been shared on the web from around February of 2010 to May of 2016 - those who target me already had the information years before I realized that this could be happening. I had not originally planned on sharing this book publicly, but vamped up targeting scared me and pushed me into throwing it onto the web and rushing to an island off the coast of North Carolina in a failed attempt to escape it. Because it was shared on the web, with the names in it, I feel unsure of what to do, but have decided to remove the names and add in explanations. The original book can be made available to honest officials, who have good intentions, if the need should ever arise.     
    I am deeply sorry if my including names in my writings caused hardship for anyone. This is a horrible situation and I’m having a hard time knowing how to handle it. I am deeply sorry if my being so open was the wrong thing to do under these circumstances. At the time, I actually thought that it was the best thing to do, but it turns out that exposing too much may have also enabled the covering of evidence and targeting of witnesses. God help us all.     
    I can not really hide my family members and no longer want to for their sakes as well as mine. If I could turn back the hands of time, and know what I do now, I’d not have shared as much of the personal family stuff in this way. I had originally shared my most feeling based writings under a pen name, in order to protect them. Some of it came from a booklet, which I wrote under extreme distress in the aftermath of a flood that wiped out my Alstead New Hampshire neighborhood. My book “Embracing Sadness” says it all in a much more functional way.     
    But what’s done is done and I hope that my experiences, and my sharing them, will be used as a tool for growth, not only by my family, but also for other targeted families.     
    I hope that everyone who reads this book will treat my family, myself and everyone else I mention, with levels of objective respect that can help and comfort us instead of adding more discomfort to an already extremely difficult and painful situation.     
    Though some of my family members have been used against me they are victims also. Due to the targeting I have lived separate from my family of origin through most of my adult life, but my heart has always missed them and yearned for more loving relationships with all of them.

        Some parts of this book were pulled from older writings in my rush to expose the targeting. Some of them are more like personal venting then what should be publicly shared in a book. I hope that those who had read the unexplained first edition will try to understand the rounds of literal terror that heavily targeted individuals are put through. I have gone through an uncountable number of rounds of targeting, which has dropped me to my knees and left me not knowing if I would live to see the next day. Under these sorts of conditions there is no time for consideration of legal ramifications or being “politically correct”, because it is a frantic fight for life, not only my life, but also that of others who were being targeted as well. Sadly some of those lives have been lost, many through being enslaved and used by the program that targets us all.

Introduction #3
        This book is an example of the excruciating pain and confusion that a victim of covert targeting can go through before understanding the cruel inflictions of psychological harassment, intentional deprivation of needs, and technological torture and mind control on me as well as my loved ones.     
    While I wrote this book I was scared, living in a car and being heavily targeted. Consequently, it ended up being a rushed and chaotic mixture of fiction and a report of the targeting in a process of my trying to figure out who was targeting me. It is an unusual factual book that is written in fiction format. I am Sharon - the primary character. Writing this, as if I were on the outside looking in, helped me to distance myself from my situation as I aimed to figure out why, and by whom, I was being targeted. (I didn’t start really figuring it out until about a year later.) I had known, since around the end of 2005, that I was being targeted by what seemed to be some sort of occult or group that involved many different people. But I was not yet aware of the technoloigical mind control part or how they had used my own family members against me. . .victimizing them as well.     
    This book was basically just a creative way for me to try to figure out the targeting and do a little venting as I processed some of my feelings. Please be sure to read the notes in the end of this book, which explain many important things. More personal reports of the targeting can be found in my “Targeted in America” book.

        I have left this book basically the same as it was when I wrote it, except for removing the names, fixing a few mistakes or alterations by those who target me, and plugging in a few explanations around the softening of emotional outbursts in order to eliminate misunderstanding or offense.

        I have gone back and forth about whether or not I should remove the names. Since people, whom I have been associate with now appear to have been being targeted, I am now deeply concerned about people whom I’ve mentioned in this book, because the original book, with the names in tact, had already been shared on the web from around February of 2010 to May of 2016 - those who target me already had the information years before I realized that this could be happening. I had not originally planned on sharing this book publicly, but vamped up targeting scared me and pushed me into throwing it onto the web and rushing to an island off the coast of North Carolina in a failed attempt to escape it. Because it was shared on the web, with the names in it, I feel unsure of what to do, but have decided to remove the names and add in explanations. The original book can be made available to honest officials, who have good intentions, if the need should ever arise.     
    I am deeply sorry if my including names in my writings caused hardship for anyone. This is a horrible situation and I’m having a hard time knowing how to handle it. I am deeply sorry if my being so open was the wrong thing to do under these circumstances. At the time, I actually thought that it was the best thing to do, but it turns out that exposing too much may have also enabled the covering of evidence and targeting of witnesses. God help us all.

        I can not really hide my family members and no longer want to for their sakes as well as mine. If I could turn back the hands of time, and know what I do now, I’d not have shared as much of the personal family stuff in this way. I had originally shared my most feeling based writings under a pen name, in order to protect them. Some of it came from a booklet, which I wrote under extreme distress in the aftermath of a flood that wiped out my Alstead New Hampshire neighborhood. My book “Embracing Sadness” says it all in a much more functional way.     
    But what’s done is done and I hope that my experiences, and my sharing them, will be used as a tool for growth, not only by my family, but also for other targeted families.     
    I hope that everyone who reads this book will treat my family, myself and everyone else I mention, with levels of objective respect that can help and comfort us instead of adding more discomfort to an already extremely difficult and painful situation.     
    Though some of my family members have been used against me they are victims also. Due to the targeting I have lived separate from my family of origin through most of my adult life, but my heart has always missed them and yearned for more loving relationships with all of them.

        Some parts of this book were pulled from older writings in my rush to expose the targeting. Some of them are more like personal venting then what should be publicly shared in a book. I hope that those who had read the unexplained first edition will try to understand the rounds of literal terror that heavily targeted individuals are put through. I have gone through an uncountable number of rounds of targeting, which has dropped me to my knees and left me not knowing if I would live to see the next day. Under these sorts of conditions there is no time for consideration of legal ramifications or being “politically correct”, because it is a frantic fight for life, not only my life, but also that of others who were being targeted as well. Sadly some of those lives have been lost, many through being enslaved and used by the program that targets us all.

~ ~ ~

        Humanity is experiencing a Technological Holocaust. Its real. Its hurting an uncountable number of people. Its terrifying. Too few people know about it. Many families are being hurt by it. And many heavily targeted victims suffer, alone and scared. . .our lives being slowly and cruelly destroyed. Please care to see and help stop all sorts of technological targeting and covert harassment.

* Please do not look for fault in me or other heavily targeted individuals. We are already hurting indescribably. Our suffering hits holocaustal levels. We are in desperate need of compassionate understanding from our fellow human beings. If ever I am actually able to freely turn this book into the Covert Puzzle book I will make sure that it is edited and explained with my heart. . .and with great efforts to not offend good decent people. . .hopefully not offend anyone.

        Read more about the targeting in my "Technological Holcaust," "Targeted in America" and "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual" books. Many new realizations are not in these books, because, shortly after I started attempting to re-read this "Into the Light" book, and started realizing more of the targeting, I was blocked from my writing computer and my ability to do updates on these books.

Read more about the targeting;
www.targetedinamerica.com


Old statement
    This book is an example of the excruciating pain and confusion that a victim of covert targeting can go through before understanding the cruel inflictions of psychological harassment, emotional abandonment and technological mind control and torture that had been being performed on me as well as my loved ones. This book is an unusual factual book that is written in fiction format. I am Sharon - the primary character. Writing this, as if I were on the outside looking in, helped me to distance myself from my situation as I aimed to figure out why, and by whom, I was being targeted. (I didn’t start really figuring it out until about a year after writing this book.)
    Parts of this book, like my other writings about the targetings, are like reports that hoped to reach officials in case I died before help arrived for us. I had wanted to leave a log of what has happened, but this was an after thought with this book - it is why I shared it on the web. My experiences and feelings, which I describe in this book, are very real, but some of it was dysfunctional ventings that I pulled from earlier writings. My perceptions of other people, especially those which involve their intentions or unwitnessed actions, are sometimes a bit off, because of my lack of awareness. Sometimes I freely assumed things as I wrote - there was even a time or two where I had distanced myself so much that little parts of this book more like fiction than reality. These parts were when I talked about myself. It was all very rushed and not well thought out.
    This book was basically just a creative way for me to try to figure out the targeting and do a little venting as I processed some of my feelings and aimed to leave a record of what had happened to me. Please be sure to read the notes in the end of this book, which explains many important things. More accurate reports of the targeting can be found in my “Targeted in America” book. As I aim to explain this book, I am making absolutely no edits to it, but those who target me may have made alterations through infiltrating my computers or website. I have gone back and forth about whether or not I should remove the names ot the whole book. Since people, whom I have been associate with appear to be being targeted, I have grown concerned about people whom I have mentioned in this book as well. But it had already been shared on the web since February of 2010 - those who target me already had the information years before I realized that this could be happening. Because of this, I feel unsure of what to do, but have decided that continuing to share it, with these explanations, may be the best thing until my situation changes in a positive way.
    I am deeply sorry if my including names in my writings, may have caused hardship for some people. If this has happened, the damage is already done and I can not change it and it feels best to not erase it. This is a horrible situation and I’m having a hard time knowing how to handle it. I am deeply sorry if my being so open was the wrong thing to do under these circumstances. I can not really hide my family members and no longer want to for their sakes as well as mine. If I could turn back the hands of time, and know what I do now, I’d not have shared as much of the personal family stuff in this way. These parts of this book were pulled from my older writings in my rush to expose the targeting. They are more like personal venting then what should be in a book. My book “Embracing Sadness” says it all in a much better way. Please read the note about my situation with my father, in the end of this book.* I hope that my experiences, and my sharing them, will be used as a tool for growth, not only by my family, but also for other targeted families.
    I hope that everyone who reads this book will treat my family, myself and everyone else I mention, with levels of objective respect that can help and comfort us instead of adding more discomfort to an already extremely difficult and painful situation.
    I have had many good experiences with my family, but this book focuses primarily on the most difficult ones, because these are the ones that I have needed to heal from. And it includes only a small fraction of the tough times, just what happened to pop into my mind as I quickly pulled it together. Perhaps someday, I will be able to write a more complete autobiography, which includes it all. I was actually lucky to have had a family that was filled with interesting diversity, strength and a Love that, though not always shown, seems to have remained in the tortured depths of our Hearts. My family members have their stories too. "There are two sides to everything" and in my family there are eight sides. We have all been through extremely tough times. I believe that we have all been targeted in various ways, although I have been the primary target. Due to the targeting using some of them against me, I have lived separate from my family of origin through most of my adult life, but my heart has always missed them and yearned for more loving relationships with all of them.
    Please be sure to read the information after the end of this book. Humanity is experiencing a Technological Holocaust. Its real. Its hurting an uncountable number of people. Its terrifying. Too few people know about it. Many families are being hurt by it. And heavily targeted victims suffer, alone and scared. . .our lives being slowly and cruelly destroyed. Please care to see and help stop the targeting.

Read more about Targeted Individuals
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New "Into the Light" book address
www.poeticpublications.com/booklight1.pdf

Original "Into the Light" Address since 2010 (now only one chapter)
www.poeticpublications.com/Into the Light.rtf



Out of the Dark and Into the Lightdownload. Please do not download it unless you can be kind and abjective and realize that it has probably been altered from its original state.
This address was a failed attempt to edit the book while under threat and its being altered; www.poeticpublications.com/light2.pdf

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