There are different types of
Targeted Individuals. I can only speak for those of us who are long term victims of both covert harassment
and criminal use of microwave weapons, because this is what I've experienced. What I've
written on the other pages of this site describe most of what we experience,
especially the pages on covert harassment,
mind control, Surveillance
and My Testimony
We are being hurt in ways that most of you probably can not even imagine. But I hope you care to try to, because we need your understanding.
Those who target us aim to destroy/sabotage our relationships, homes, vehicles, businesses, vacations, dreams...etc. Even our own family members and friends are brainwashed against us - either convinced that we are just "mentally ill" or recruited into the program to help target us. Those who are less controllable are also heavily targeted/tortured.
We are held under satellite surveillance while being stalked, harassed and inflicted with various types of microwave and laser weapon attacks. The targeting starts out so inconspicuously that we often do not realize we are being targeted until those who target us have succeeded with isolating us from primary sources of help and instigating financial ruin. Prior to this devastating point we can think we are just having a lot of bad luck. Once this point is reached we are in for batches of Hitler-style hell that even open minded people would have a hard time believing are happening in "free" countries.
Set ups to discredit our testimonies seem to start in the early stages of the targeting and can include false rumor camaigns, fabricated emails, letters or phone messages and literal technologically induced brainwashing.
The targeting is manipulated in ways that make it look like we are just "mentally ill" when we try to seek support from loved ones or help from law enforcement. And too many assume that this is the problem. . .heaping more distress onto what we already carry alone. But this is not their fault, most of the time, because the general public has not yet been made aware of the covert targeting process and many have been unwittingly brainwashed by those who do the targeting. Consequently many doctors are happy to follow what they learn from the DSM and try to label and medicate us, instead of performing scientific tests to prove the radiation parts of the targeting...etc.
Consequently we are often forced to either not seek help or struggle to accomplish the seemingly impossible task of proving our sanity - proving that these technologies exist, and are being criminally used. . .and then proving that it is actually happening to us, WHILE OUR MINDS AND ENERGY ARE BEING NEGATIVELY EFFECTED BY MICROWAVE WEAPONS...ETC.!
We need other people to care to stand up for us. We need more people to become aware of what is happening to us.
Most long term targets struggle to survive alone, with no solid
support or acknowledgement of the horrible crimes that are being committed against us.
And heavy targetes are not able to help each other - someone once told me that "one targeted individual trying to help another is like a person with no arms trying to help a person with no legs." I have found this to be true.
Sadly, some Targeted Individuals have been shoved into institutions, assumed to be insane.
Can you imagine "being sane in an insane place"?
I heard of a woman whom this happened to. And it tears at my heart, because it almost happened to me in 2011.
There are times when my heart has deeply cried. . .
I don't want to be left to evil pretenses of helping hands.
I need to be comforted by those who can care to understand.
I don't want to be declared insane for their hateful gain.
I need you to soothe my wounds instead of inflicting more pain. I don't want you to watch from a silent distance while I slowly die.
I need you to stand here beside me as I pray to God and cry.
No problem ever got solved by misdiagnosing it!
Tears of a Targeted Individual
Much of the targeting seems literally satanic and inflicts painful rounds of psychological and physical torture. There seems to be a heavy aim to instigate feelings of being unloved and the deprivation of other needs. They try to frame us for crimes in efforts to have us incarcerated - discredited/slandered. And then there's the "rescue" - the part where they attack and set us up to be framed and then zoom in pretending to be rescuing us from sure destruction. I believe that the only reason this has not worked with me is because I have publicly exposed it. But, sadly, it appears that many have. I strongly feel that the "rescue" is really a desguised abduction, into an enslavement.
There are many reports of heavily Targeted Individuals committing suicide and this appears to be one of the aims of those who target us - to inflict such severe levels of pain, distress and deprivation of help that physical death seems the only escape.
After we are isolated from loved ones its more than difficult to form new friendships. When we get close to an individual they are either brainwashed against us or targeted into such states of emotional overwhelm that they have no energy left for us. And this appears to be the intention. In my case, there has been many deaths. Inconspicuous murders of the loved one of someone who is starting to believe us or care about us is not at all uncommon. I have been reaching out to people and am recently realizing how severely the targeting follows me. . .and this now has me feeling like I am trapped. I don't want people to be hurt for listening to me. Yet without public awareness the crimes seem to freely grow! Its a horrible "catch 22" that is in desperate need of change, through more public awareness.
I understand how difficult it is to believe that this is really happening to people, but it is. What is happening to us is as inhumane as inhumane can possibly get. We are suffering indescribably - we are suffering in ways that no human being should EVER have to endure.
Many Targeted Individuals have web sites and blogs on the web. But those whom
I know personally are not on the web. There are a few people, whom I had been close to, who are also being
heavily targeted. One has lost his license to practice medicine and has experienced strange chains of
"accidents". . .like a head on collision with a police car and a skiing accident that left him partially crippled.
My gut feeling is that these incidents were NOT Truly accidental. The fear and pain I saw in his eyes the last
time I talked to him has haunted me as much as what I felt in someone else whom I had been close to before
the targeting vamped into levels that tore us apart. And some others, who have helped me or supported my work,
also appear to have been targeted.
It appears that those who can not be easily controlled
or recruited are literally tortured around repeated attempts to force a "rescue"/recruiting into enslavement- into the covert program.
(It appears that those who have been enslaved are used in the "gang stalking" part of the targeting.)
This is a critical situation that is in desperate need of public awareness and government action to free those who have been enslaved, protect heavy targets from further harm and preserve humanity's freedom.
When I read the following statement it forced my aching heart to release a batch of tears; "I wish to everyone who has lasted long enough to read this, all luck in searching for just normal life. When we will get the right to that, the most important battle of humankind will have been won." by Targeted Individual, Aleksander Zielinski. (I wonder if he is still alive.)
Please do not look for faults in Targeted Individuals instead of helping us in the ways that are needed. We are surrounded by manipulations that are intentionally set up to make us look bad or "mentally ill." We need your Love. We need your understanding. We need your help.
PLEASE LET YOUR HEART FIND THE COURAGE
TO STAND UP AND HELP STOP THESE CRIMES.
I recently went through another round of looked at a few videos, which were made by other Targeted individuals (TIs) and its been like a knife in my heart. Part of my pain is triggered as I hear about some of the same things that I've experienced. . .and the rest is due to knowing how real this is, how many people are suffering through ongoing intentional inflictions of pain and harassment and how crippled we often are in the process of exposing it.
There are different types of Targeted Individuals. I can most relate to the long term targets who seem to be being targeted by some sort of satanic occult, which appears to literally brainwash or enslave our loved ones and community members...etc., who are then used against us. But no matter what how long we have been being targeted, or what we think it is for, none of us deserve to be hurt. Our stories are heart wrenching when we are allowed to fully tell them and share our feelings, but this has not been being allowed to much of a degree, when it is at all. So, I want to beg all who watch our videos to let your Hearts look past anything that seems off color and feel the gravity of our situation, because we are hurting indescribably through years, and often even decades, of grossly inhumane, sadistic, covert tortures/targetings.
The targeting tends to vamp up when we aim to do things like blogs and videos, because those who target us do not want their crimes exposed. The result can be confusing to those who do not know what is happening to us. The technological mind control programming of heavily Targeted Individuals is evident in many of our videos. Some reflect extreme anger and profanity, which is part of the mind control programming, although we certainly have just cause to feel our own anger too. Some reflect the religion part that tries to convince us that turning to the bible can make it all end. (I believe that it is very important to have Faith in the Highest Power and that that Light/Love works through people's Hearts whether they believe in it or not. But the technological and pharmaceutical targeting often blocks that vital part of us.) Some videos reflect strong advise giving that comes from a yearn to want to help ourselves and others as well as from being told that we are the chosen ones who must save the world. (Too much is placed upon our shoulders and we can not do it all effectively while being targeted. We need other people's Hearts to stand up for us and with us.) Some videos reflect the confusion of misinformation, which is deliberately fed to us. Some videos reflect the fear and pain that we feel as we are convinced that we are being technologically tortured and/or harassed by our own families and/or our own government, although people from those arenas are mostly victims who are merely being used by the ones who are fully responsible. Some videos are of people who have been diagnosed with a "mental Illness" and this is a strong part of the targeting - to get us diagnosed and labeled and medicated so that we will be more controllable and so that people will not believe what is really happening to us. I feel that most TIs are NOT "mentally ill" but are being tormented and/or tortured in ways that no human being should have to endure. Many videos have been removed from the web due to Targeted Individuals being silenced through abduction or murder that sometimes happens under the guise of it being suicide. Some videos reflect strong lecturing about things that we are convinced will finally end the unbearable hell. (Sadly, some Targeted Individuals get literally taken over and become tools/puppets for those who target us.) Unfortunately, some videos are perpetration puppets who are just pretending to be heavily Targeted Individuals.
Most of the videos expose parts of Truths about the sadistic covert targeting, especially the gang stalking part, which is the heaviest focus, although the technological parts, especially the mind control, are the worst of it all. Most Targeted Individuals seem oblivious to the mind control part of the targeting. Most of the videos reflect the void of feelings that the pharmaceutical and/or technological mind control targeting inflicts. If you look with your Heart you will see hints of the confusion, fear and excruciating pain that is tearing us up on the inside. We are all hurting indescribably and we need our fellow human beings to realize the Truth - that we are not just "mentally ill" and are being hurt in ways that no human being should have to endure without validation, understanding and compassionate help from fellow human beings.
I do not personally know any of the TIs in the videos I've gathered, except for myself. I tried to pick just a few who use a real names and do not too heavily leap into profanity, blaming or advising. There are many others on the web that you can look up. But my gut feeling is that most heavily Targeted Individuals are not on the web - like the ones that I knew personally who seemed too scared and ashamed of what has happened to them.
The videos that are done by puppets (perps) appear to be to either make all TIs look crazy or to befriend real TIs in efforts to inflict more pain. But I feel that most of those who do these videos are victims who have been completely enslaved and are merely being used by the darkest perpetrators. The plight of completely enslaved mind control victims, who are used in the foreground of the covert targeting, seems worse than ours in some ways. Its horribly sad for them too. My gut feeling is that not many people make a free choice to do things that hurt their fellow citizens and those that do are the ones who hide behind the scenes.
I no longer try to connect with other TIs, except for little spurts of trying to offer validation to them, because I have been too heavily swarmed by the ones who are perpetration puppets and I have often been blocked from functional correspondence with genuine Targeted Individuals. Two that I have been obvious blocked from were Dr. John Hall in 2011 and also Rachael. Racheal appears to have been abducted - her youtube account has vanished and her first video is now being displayed by someone else. I do not know if that video is still the way it was.
Since I saw some of the lipsinking videos, of last year's presidential debates, and have experienced multitudes of technological interference I am concerned that our words, in videos may be able to be altered. I hope this does not happen, but there needs to be an awareness of its possibility.
The most painful part of the targeting is not being believed, validated, understood and loved - not getting the care, support, protection and help that is desperately needed. I am still praying for decent media and government officials, in America and around the globe, to honestly stand up and validate all aspects of the targeting - to let their Hearts stand up for us and save humanity. . .and I have faith that they will as soon as they can. God help us all.
I had started sharing TI videos in 2012 but was being hit too hard and got too confused about who was or was not a "perp"...etc. The people, whom I personally know to be heavily targeted the way I am are not on the web, and its hard to share things from people whom I do not know. But I have felt bad about not sharing more. I hope this post helps to support all types of Targeted Individuals.
P.S. Again, please do not look for faults in Targeted Individuals instead of helping us in the ways that are needed.
We are surrounded by manipulations that are intentionally set up to make us look bad.
The people who target us, and those whom they control, will use those set ups to discredit
us and make people look down on us.
I have undergone round after round of attempts to frame me
or have me labeled as "mentally Ill." The "mentally Ill" labeling stuff started
in 2003 - directly after I reported my belief that my little brothers death was
not an accident. Other members of my own family have been used in this process of
trying to label me, although I have been seperate from them through most of my adult life.
The aim has also continued through puppets - people who are controlled by those who target me.
It has often felt like a full time job to just avoid being labeled and force medicated - one of the
primary goals of those who target us, because the psychiatric drugs assure the success of technological mind control.
And on the smaller scales; There appears to be an aim to try to make me
look bad for smoking cigarettes. I've caught puppets taking pictures of me smoking.
What they will not tell you is the extreme levels of distress, torture and abuse
that they used to drive me back to smoking in 2008/2009. . .and the ways that
they have tortured me with microwaves and/or surrounded me with smoking puppets
every time I try to quit. Since I live in a vehicle, having to even use publuc bathrooms...etc., avoiding them is impossible.
The last time I quit they even had two puppets offering
to buy me a pack of cigarettes. Then there's the emotional part of it;
When I quit smoking I usually get emotional, for a while. . .as I
release pains I've suppressed with the cigarettes. This now posses a serious problem,
because there have been many times when I've been tortured for crying
or having any sort of deep feelings. . .and there have been times when they have had people
suggested that my tears are just cause to label me as "mentally ill."
I am not being allowed enough privacy, or the natural healing process I need to go through, in order to stop smoking.
I do not know of any words that can describe how horrible it feels
to be held in a public prison, remotely tortured and not allowed to fully take care of myself
and do the things I need to be doing with my own life.
While being heavily technologically and psychologically tortured, cigarettes have actually
helped me to retain my sanity through numbing out some of the emotional pain that I have not
been allowed to privately and freely release. (This may appear to go against what my original work
is about, but my past statements do not aply to extreme situations. They apply to normal living conditions.)
While under these extreme levels of distress, and forcibly held in destitution,
I have even bought cigarettes with the gift cards I've gotten from churches...etc.
And that leads me to another set up; The targeting has also forced me into,
and holds me in, such a state of poverty that I've had to seek help from different
towns, organizations and churches. I guess this is something we are not supposed to do,
but I have done what I have had to in order to survive. The first organization I had sought help
from severely limited degrading levels of help and repeatedly suggested that
I was not allowed to get help from any other place. This seemed like part of the torture process.
After that I sometimes felt guilty for seeking help in other places so that I'd not starve.
They changed their tune, with me, after I started writing about it. I have been able to get small
bits of help from a lot places since around 2013. But I wonder how many other
people are deprived of help. And I still feel like I am doing something wrong for seeking help in other places
or spending money on things that are not normally allowed.
My homes have been destroyed, in various ways, by those who target me. I lost my
first home due to the NH DOT's rights of eminant domain laws. The second one was destroyed in a suspicious fire.
And my Alstead, NH neighborhood was wiped out in a suspicious flash flood about month after I moved there.
(Four of my closest neighbors were killed.)
The amount of income or financial help I get seems to be controlled by those who target me. My work has been repeatedly sabotaged.
And the dozens of other jobs I have aimed for were either used as a way to inflict deeper levels of
abuse or were quickly sabotaged, through the targeting of associates whom they did not already have control over.
Since 2004, I have repeatedly aimed to restart my work. . .even changing
my name and its name and locations, but the targeting followed me through it all.
Since 2006 I'd been held in a state of having to spend most of my time trying to figure
out how to survive while surrounded by manipulative walls that hold me in a state of
(I have even begged for money at gas stations and in parking lots.)
There are those who chose to use my need for help as a reason to judge me,
instead of helping me. But, thank God, there are also those who do help in ways
that have enabled me to sustain my plight - living in a vehicle.
My first reports about something suspicious happening were in 2002 or 2003 after my
little brother's death, which happened within a year after he started figuring out
that our family was being targeted.
More on my personal situation can be found in my books, "Targeted in America" and "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual."
This is not a "theory." Its a fight for our lives.
Its not a matter of if you "believe it" or not -
its a matter of if you are aware and if you can care to
help restore our safety and freedom.
World I See
kind of world can my weary eyes See What kind of world need grow to
be? A world where kindness picks up paces To lift broken people
from wounded places. A world where the void of greed and hate Is
filled with Love by the hands of fate, A world where all is in a state
of repair And none are left in deep despair.
Copyright 2012 - 2014. Copyrights on various enclosed materials are also held in earlier years.
Information on this site is based on my own personal experiences and beliefs
and then backed up with links to what I've found for scientific proof.
I hope it is helpful to you. Please understand that those who target me
sometimes interfere with my writings through infiltrating my computers or microwaving me.
I am doing the best I can to
keep this site going under indescribably difficult circumstances. So, please look past possible bloops and
let your Heart focus on the core issues, which need your attention.
Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves,
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.